Some thoughts of the day

Sometimes God gives you big dreams. Ones that you dont think you can accomplish becuase they are too big. But your dreams can never be too big for God. Sometimes I dont think I can ever own my own theater. Sometimes I wonder if Im even good enough to be in theater. Than I remember that God is the one who has given me my talents and thats who I should be looking to. He will give me the strength I need to do whatever it is that he wants me to do. And for know all I can do is try to better myself through practice and prayer.

I am very excited for 'Piece of my heart' auditions. One of our main girls isn't auditioning so hopefully that gives me a better shot at getting a good part. I really want to do well and show that I can do great things. I'm already starting to learn my monolouge so I will be prepared when auditions come. I'm actually writing my ownn monolouge for try outs this time. I have a feeling that if i write it myself I can act it out better cuz I know exactly waht the emotions are supposed to be. Hopefully I wont get nervous and crash and burn this time. I really want to be in this. I just have to think of it as singing. I did ok on singing auditions. I just have to go up, be me and Ill be good!

I dont really feel like doing the same things anymore. I really just want a change in my life. Things have become so routine and i dont like it.

Vent and Ramble

So i have had some really close friends over the years, but i am really just sick and tired of everything that ive had to put up with lately. For one, i hate being lied to. And i dont care who you are, if you want a relationship with me, you do not lie to me. And two, if your my friend act like it. I know we're all growing up and all that jazz, but still. I dont know about everybody else but, i like to hang out with my friends. So ive offically decided that this year is going to be different. Im going to go out of my box and find new friends who actually respect me.