To Pass

Today as I was walking to my next class I let my mind start to wander and sift through some different things that have been going in and out of my head for awhile. And trust me, theres a lot :) But I came across the thought of my future. And not like, I would like to do this for my career and accomplish this and that (per to most college students) but rather things I have been dreaming of, and wishing to come. Maybe not right now, but certainly things that I hope will happen eventually in my life.

And then I began thinking about how these things would play out. Just playing them out in my mind like it was a movie of the next four to five years of my life. And boy, it was a good movie. But then I started thinking, it is NEVER going to happen that way. My perfect image, or film real that I have just created in my mind, is not something I am ever going to see in my life. But, I then realized that that is ok. Because, had everything happened that way, then I would not have even half of the great memories, friends, and things that I do in my life.

In life, things go crazy and never happen the way that anybody wants them to, and thats what makes them so great. Its not the moments that you look back on and say, man that would be one for a Hallmark movie! But its the moments you look back on and cry about, or the ones that you just can't stop laughing about, or even the ones that still confuse a little bit.

So I am looking foward and dreaming for these things to come, but I am not dreaming of how they will happen. I will leave that up to God, and I will just sit back and enjoy the ride as these things do come.